FUCK THIS SHIT

K, as y'all know I am now currently working as an intern. 

And I tell you this if the FIRST time me getting angry here and feels like I am a dog. 

YES, YOU GET ME RIGHT. I THINK I AM A DOG TODAY. 

(But of course, even if I am a dog, I want to be a cute one man) 

And when I was being tasked today, my expression is identical to this lan lan face. 

I do not know about you all but my stress management level is really really REALLY low. 

And I really hope I can just punch his face and make him faint at that instant,SERIOUSLY...

But I cannot, because I am a unpaid pathetic intern here. Unpaid, nevermind cos I have myself to blame, really. But clearing other people's shit?? REALLY?? and I have my task to be completed within this office too! But YOU ASKED ME TO PUT IT ASIDE BECAUSE YOU FIND CLEARING RUBBISH IS WAAAAAAAAAAY MORE IMPORTANT? 

FUCK YOU.

To me, I have tons of things to do and I really....cannot take it any longer. It's like...I am going to die from suffocation anytime. ANYTIME. 

And I think I am being extremely sick because despite of the things I have on hands, I still find more things to do. Which is to, organise a flea market. STUPID RIGHT....k I know but that's like one of my life goal now??

OKAY ANYWAY, I was so angry just now because I was being tasked to clear the drawer & throw those "useless" things inside. GUESS WHAT? They are supposed to be cleared LAST week by another intern but he did not do it so NOW I have to do clear his shit for him. 

Today I learnt something, when someone gives you shit, you're left with no choice but to....TAKE IT.

GOD DAMMIT MAN. I still have 7 weeks ++ here...what can I do?

I cannot complain man, I CANNOT. So what can I do? SIGHHHHH...........

I really do not want to complain here man but...I need to rant so badly.